I've been checked out since late last season, and don't plan on checking back in anytime soon.
I hope do for the sake of your own sanity that the pattern changes for you and that you see snow. I know it will make you happy, and for that...
I am rooting for you. I want you to smile, and be able to make snow angels, and drink hot chocolate with your family while gazing out into the winter wonderland beyond your walls.