i actually never viewed you as one that got too emotionally attached to every model run. you were clearly in it to learn. you can probably just sit back and chill now because you know a lot lol, but i agree with your general sentiment that there are more productive ways to spend time than living/dying with each model run. i don't think that's the way to go about things, though obviously there'll be some attachment to a forecast that you want to happen. i really should learn more about meteorology...my degree is in math, i enjoy math and have even been brushing up on topics lately to shake off the rust, but for some reason i just never went the met route (though somewhat considering grad school lately). that said, i've been doing more passive learning of topics...like why is the 250mb jet important, etc., as questions come up about a storm.