Seriously? Did you even read my posts. I'm sorry but these sort of posts are just borderline infuriating. Trust me, everything you have suggested, I have tried. I've spent way too much time, money, and tears trying to get to the root of this issue and retrain my brain to get through these classes, and I know for certain that it just isn't an achievable goal for me. But you "don't believe" that's the case despite the fact that you don't know me or what lengths I've gone to to try to make this happen.
When you are about average to decent at math, you aren't going to be able to see how out of touch you come off as without being in my shoes. Sorry for the defensiveness, but I've had this conversation so many times with people and they just don't understand the extent of my math deficit until they witness it in person. It's extremely frustrating.