I get it, was in the same boat for about a year after I lost my Mom, put me over the edge, got straightened out like you, Merry Christmas.
Weird, I read the post you quoted now and makes sense, when I first read it it quoted another post.
At least we don't have brown recluse, I used to work with a girl from the south and she had a nasty scar on her leg from a brown recluse bite, she was missing a chunk of her leg.