So just had another crazy episode tonight out of the blue, lasted for over an hour and still feel it. It's definitely panic attacks, not anxiety attacks. I eased off some of my meds and it seems I payed for it. Took the dog for a walk at midnight in the snow and felt a little bit better, but light headed, dizzy, head on fire, hands cold, short of breath. I feel it rush through my body. It feels so physical, not mental at all. I was just watching netflix and boom hit me like a truck again. Maybe have some type of panic disorder now? This is brutal. I'd rather have any other sickness then this.